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Writer’s block? Not exactly. In a simplistic sense, writer’s block characterizes lack of new ideas. But I am full of ideas to write. There are so many things going on in my head but I am not able to sit down and write. So I thought why not write about what’s stopping me from writing.
Fear
Yes, I do fear writing on some of the topics of my interest. Why? I am afraid of criticism. I am afraid to reveal myself to my readers. It feels like being naked in public. I am afraid that my blog won’t have any common theme other than the fact that I am writing it. But I am overcoming this fear gradually. Steve’s post on ‘the hidden inner life of existential depression’ made me realize my weakness. It takes courage to write on topics that reveal parts of you. I am sure he must have been criticized and ridiculed by some. But it helped me. It must have helped others. So, I am going to shed my fears and try to help others like Steve. See I am writing about my weaknesses in this post hoping that it’ll help you to shed some of your fears.
Anytime you work with materials that are deep parts of yourself, you feel revulsion at showing things about yourself that you don’t want people to know. - Janet Flitch
Writing skills
Earlier I used to write drafts that I would delete eventually. I know I should have saved them if not post them but I couldn’t bring myself to hit the save button seeing the poor writing. Now I regret. I am still new in this writing arena. Also, I have not been an avid reader until recently. So, I never developed a good writing style. But I am trying. John at ‘Pick the Brain’ is one of my inspiration. His post on ‘how to attract an audience by writing with style’ provides useful suggestions for writers to improve. The process is slow but I believe I am improving.
Why bother?
It is difficult to realize that Educated Being is helping others unless someone communicates it to me. Sometimes I start writing and then just delete it thinking why bother, does it matters. Recently I received an email from one of the readers on how Educated Being has helped him, and how he wants to hear more from me. Another one asked for my permission to nominate it for best education blog at blogger’s choice awards (though I haven’t heard back from him yet). This surely flattered me but it also opened my eyes. I realized that there might be other Educated Being readers who enjoy my posts but just don’t communicate for some reason. Most of us are like that. I am no different. But I’ll change now. And I won’t let it bother me anymore. I’ll write.
Ph.D.
Well, this is just an excuse though I have to fight for time away from my research.
After writing all this I am contemplating if I should publish it, save it as a draft or delete it. After re-reading what I wrote I have decided to publish it. I am trying to walk the talk. So, here it goes.
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Rise
Writer’s block? Not exactly. In a simplistic sense, writer’s block characterizes lack of new ideas. But I am full of ideas to write. There are so many things going on in my head but I am not able to sit down and write. So I thought why not write about what’s stopping me from writing.
Fear
Yes, I do fear writing on some of the topics of my interest. Why? I am afraid of criticism. I am afraid to reveal myself to my readers. It feels like being naked in public. I am afraid that my blog won’t have any common theme other than the fact that I am writing it. But I am overcoming this fear gradually. Steve’s post on ‘the hidden inner life of existential depression’ made me realize my weakness. It takes courage to write on topics that reveal parts of you. I am sure he must have been criticized and ridiculed by some. But it helped me. It must have helped others. So, I am going to shed my fears and try to help others like Steve. See I am writing about my weaknesses in this post hoping that it’ll help you to shed some of your fears.
Anytime you work with materials that are deep parts of yourself, you feel revulsion at showing things about yourself that you don’t want people to know. - Janet Flitch
Writing skills
Earlier I used to write drafts that I would delete eventually. I know I should have saved them if not post them but I couldn’t bring myself to hit the save button seeing the poor writing. Now I regret. I am still new in this writing arena. Also, I have not been an avid reader until recently. So, I never developed a good writing style. But I am trying. John at ‘Pick the Brain’ is one of my inspiration. His post on ‘how to attract an audience by writing with style’ provides useful suggestions for writers to improve. The process is slow but I believe I am improving.
Why bother?
It is difficult to realize that Educated Being is helping others unless someone communicates it to me. Sometimes I start writing and then just delete it thinking why bother, does it matters. Recently I received an email from one of the readers on how Educated Being has helped him, and how he wants to hear more from me. Another one asked for my permission to nominate it for best education blog at blogger’s choice awards (though I haven’t heard back from him yet). This surely flattered me but it also opened my eyes. I realized that there might be other Educated Being readers who enjoy my posts but just don’t communicate for some reason. Most of us are like that. I am no different. But I’ll change now. And I won’t let it bother me anymore. I’ll write.
Ph.D.
Well, this is just an excuse though I have to fight for time away from my research.
After writing all this I am contemplating if I should publish it, save it as a draft or delete it. After re-reading what I wrote I have decided to publish it. I am trying to walk the talk. So, here it goes.
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Thanks for the mention and the link…
Yeah, some people did ridicule me for writing that piece. I ran it by my wife and others before I published it.
I decided to post it because I felt it could help other people. I also published it because I wanted to express that part of my being. Was it somewhat self-indulgent? yes… but most blogging is. Hell… Thoreau’s Walden is entirely self-indulgent and it is one the greatest American literary books ever written.
I don’t believe in denying weaknesses. Embrace them for what they are… you. Embracing your weaknesses is self-acceptance.
Keep doing what you do, and be real… even if it costs you… being fake will cost you more in the long run.
Steve,
I started Walden long back but could never finish it. But I got the summary. Simplify is the message.
Self-acceptance is really tough. It doesn’t end at admitting our weaknesses. It takes more than that. It clashes with ego every now and then. I still have a long way to go I guess. Can you suggest some books other than Walden to read?
Hi Rise,
This is a good article and it motivates the new writers like me to keep working and exploring ways to express without thinking about the reactions of public actions and freely express my thoughts.That should help me to get even good criticism also and I can improve myself.
Thanks
I am sure Nav, all of us can help each other to overcome weaknesses. Desire to improve and learn has to be coupled with ‘action’.
Rise,
I am reading one right now. I don’t agree with it all but it has helped me better understand myself and my ego.
Freedom - The Courage To Be Yourself
By OSHO - Insights for a New Way of Living
Thanks for the recommendations Steve. If possible do summarize your learning from these books on your website.